So last month was pretty long and rubbish spending most of it broke! Yesterday I went on a work night out for someone that is leaving the team. It was first time out since my hen do last September!I decided to wear a dress which was my back up hen do dress! I felt really good last night about myself and decided to go out without wearing my glasses so I made more of an effort on the eye make up.
I realized last week that this whole trying to healthy eat and the amount of different "diets" I have yo yo'd over for the last year or so had become an obsession. A very unhealthy one! Every week id weigh in and then "treat" myself which really was an excuse to binge! I have decided to not follow any diet and do my own thing and pick the healthiest options when I can. I am no longer weighing in weekly it will be at the end of each month and go off the fitting of my clothes. I did go out on a works night out last night and a lot of alcohol was consumed but I had a good time and my food choices today haven't been brilliant but I have to learn to balance life. I have my friends baby shower on Saturday but no alcohol as I am driving. I don't have a lot else in store for this month.
We did get some really exciting news. We went to view a property a few weeks ago that we want to rent and possibly buy in the near future. They are moving to Portugal and want to rent the house until they decide to sell. They haven't advertised it anywhere it was between us and their neighbours. They decided to stay put so we get to move in at the end of May. I really cannot wait to have a garden and a home thats been loved and looked after. We will give it two years then see if they are ready to sell. If its a no then I guess we will have to look for somewhere else but we will cross that bridge when it comes to it.
This month has taught me to take each day at a time and the key in life is balance, I am in a happier place and learning to love myself.
Michaella xXxXx
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