I am going to be honest here....it lasted 6 weeks. I really did try hard to track my food and do the work outs 2/3 times a week. I enjoyed the PT sessions I wish I could of afforded 3 a week! Since the 6 I had the cancel the two I had paid and wont be able to afford any again in the near future. I have cut back on things and thought I could afford it but I cant.
Rhodes is in two weeks and I need spending money for that. A car took my number plate off with their car so that's an extra £55 I didn't need to spend and just the life of bills etc. I had eaten well for 6 weeks and not much bad food in between but for the last week or so its been terrible. Not terrible but horrific! I wont lie I have enjoyed it, I don't feel guilty but I feel unfit and unhealthy and now my clothes are tight and I am heading to a size 18. We go on holiday in exactly 16 days so from tomorrow I am firmly following slimming world ( minus processed food) and exercising when I can.
When we return from Rhodes I will still be following slimming world and exercising most evenings as Sam has been offered a new job which means I wont see him much in the evenings. I wont have an excuse then as I cant blame Sam (even though its my fault) and I can exercise as much as I like. I know your thinking well Slimming world isn't free..its not but its £5 a week which isn't much and it feels like I am coming home. I get bored easily of tracking calories and counting weight watchers points. I will also be measuring myself once a month to see inch loses as the scales only measure pounds lost and this time I wont get angry if it doesn't shift one week when im being 100% good.
I will be honest from the start with any struggles etc I know its not easy its a long journey but I will get there in the end :)
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